So you've been cheated on. It's devastating -- like being kicked in the gut and thrown into the gutter. You can't eat or function at work. Or maybe you're up all night watching old movies, bawling, and eating pints of Baskin Robbins. Discovering your partner's affair gives you such heartache and pain that you doubt you'll ever recover.

But when the cheater tries hard to win you back, some questions loom large: Should you forgive him/her? Is this cheater going to cheat again? You may feel torn; perhaps wanting to take your remorseful partner back, but you feel like it's a point of pride not to. You may want to drop the cheater altogether, dive into an online personals pool, and start looking for a more loyal significant other.

Love is cinta

"Cinta itu buta dan juga boleh membutakan
melukakan dan sukar untuk kita lupakan
Aku cinta padamu hanyalah ungkapan
luahan yang jarang bermakna bila diucapkan"

(Too Phat & Siti Nurhaliza)

There is no attempt for me to become any 'minah gwang' by writing this post. This lyric just came across my mind when i was tired thinking of some ideas for my blog. When i heard this song at the first time, i started realise on how stupid a person can be because of love. when you're falling in love with someone, you will never regret on how much time, money, tears that you have spent for that someone. then when something happen between you and your loved one, you will curse yourself all the day on how stupid you are...but then..you end up to do the same mistake again. i dunno either to say it a mistake or not..because what i can say is you cannot control yourself when you in love with someone especially when you love that person too much. m i right?love is all about give amd take.but it hurts when you the only one who always give in all the time just because to keep it. people say you can teach your partner and you need to be patience in order to wait for him to learn.but till when?till you realise that you just tired of it?just a point to ponder~

Adoilaa~

Haish..rasa cm dh lama x conteng apa2 kt blog ni.rindula plak..lately,agak bz.sgt2 bz dgn kerja.which make me realizes that sometimes i forget about my priority to be here ...STUDY. Exam is just around the corner.in a week time.but i haven't start anything yet.I need a reinforcement to start everything...huhu.waaa..help me.sometime rasa cm nak lari jauh2 pastuh jerit kuat2.mesti rasa puas sgt.Kdg2 rasa cm nangis tp there is no shoulder to lean on.aku dh x letih asyik pendam ja apa yg aku rasa. penat asyik ckp..."its ok", "im ok", "xpala","im not dat lemah, k","bleh2"...im tired of jaga hati suma org.Hati parent kena jaga, hati family kena jaga, hati kwn2 kena jaga, hati aku???Adoi...sakit dude.Aku dh x larat nak buat poker face. Aku bukan reti main poker pon. huhu. Sometime i just need some attention...aku x mintak lebihla.i just need someone to listen...listen...listen.

p/s: im not in a PMS condition rite now!!!

thought of the day ...

"It is not easy to love someone that you really love"

random~

lately, things become so complicated. dunno where to start.mayb this is because it is the last week of the 2nd semester. loads of esaimen and tests.EDUC 225,LAGTECH 300, ESOL 202, LIGUIST 203. im so pening. but, ill try to be calm as much as i can. i dont want people to look at me as im a weak and passive person.obviously im not. but, these few weeks, i realize that ive became a bit more sensitive than usual. its quite easy for me to let my tears fall down to my cheek. even only for some small matters. well, maybe im a bit tired rite now. working, studying, observing, loving, giving ...

Speaking about working...i think i have to work more. since im planning to visit my girlfrens in Aussie. im so excited. going to goldcoast, brissy, and finally sydney. huhu~Besides, im still thinking of what im going to buy with my salary..i need to buy smtg.no more shopping for clothes, bags and shoes.i want to buy smtg that ill value the most.smtg that i can use everyday..
below is the list of one of the stuff that im going to buy:
1. PSP
2.Ipod
3.Iphone
4. Speaker
5. video camera
6. MP3

wait a minute..why everything has to be an electronic gadget?so weird..i think i have to modify the list again..huhu.till now..minty~

Credit to nohara ...

Oh God, I'm feeling totally bitchy right now.
Coz i need to be "bitchier" than that bitch who used to be sooo bitchy!
Guess what?
She still is!
Want to prove who is bitchier?
GAME ON, BITCH!"

p/s: semua org asyik bitchie2 ja..aku pon nak jgk!!

bosan, bosan...boring~

10.40 a.m..19/09/2008..friday..

Class: Introduction to dreamweaver CS3

OMG~ dis class is so bosan.at first, my fren and i wanted to skip the class.unfortunately, our coordinator become soo strict with this class.tension2.so, instead of learning to create a website for this class, i decide to write a blog..tp, no ideala plak..huhu.suddenly, after a moment of random thinking, i feel that the main reason the person in front of me teaches us about how to create this 'i-dunno-wat' website is atceli to sell the software..btoi x?since after she explained everything about how to do that website, she says that the vital part of it is to have the software.hahah..very bangang.if nak surh bli pon, ckpla dr awal..ksian bdk2 yg excited follow the class..