Reminder ~

Yesterday you saw me.
Now you love me.
Tomorrow you'll ditch me.
Later you'll miss me.

Once someone said to me ...

" It doesn't matter whether or not I have a GF or you have a BF; I will always be there for you"


It was like 12 years back when we were still childish and had nothing to worry about. Today, I walked pass his house and the memory came across my mind. We had so much fun.Years back,we enjoyed being each other companion. Playing "toi" @ galah panjang, "aci ligan", "ice cream soda" and masak2..haha.

Years went by, we grown up and took different paths to pursuit our own dreams. We started apart when i furthered my study in girl school.I became more reserved ... i meant due to the fact that girl school made me be more comfortable to mingle around girls than boys ( not now ..lol). I think the last time we had talked when I was 17. We still met each other after that but we could only say hi.

When I was in Auckland, I heard a news that he engaged from a girl out of town and got married to the girl. At that time, i thought i will be disappointed. But,i didn't. Guess I have my own and I am really deeply in love with him.

Relationship teaches us heaps of things. It kinda makes me realizes that you don't have to worry too much. There will be someone for you ... Your true love :)

current obsession :)

(she is my idol of a perfect body atm)

PILATES

I dont wanna be skinny
I wanna tone up my body
chaiyok mintymints!!!

the serious talk

Since we were young till now, my siblings and i always get a 'free serious talk' whenever my dad is driving. Now, when we get a bit much older, we can predict what hes going to say and sometimes my sister and i will look at each other when he starting the talk. He keep on reminding us about so many things basically everything that he sees while hes driving. To a certain extend,sometimes we know exactly the sentences that hes gonna say.LOL. But that the best thing which will remind me about my dad.like today, we were heading to a kenduri. During all the way to the kenduri, he kept on taling on marriage..sigh~ i know it was an important talk when my dad start talking in English. Sometimes,i hate this stage of my life where u have to admit that u're not teenagers anymore and u have to engage with more of this deep discussion of life.Just now, my dad nonstop talking about all those marriage topics till i think he finally give up that he said, "whatever the person is, just bring he here one day. I just want to make sure that he is really worth it." Btw, no chance for me to kahwin next year when my dad said i have to work at least 1 year first. Dont mind, dont care as im still young ..at heart.hehe.

another lesson for today:

You can't speed up a relationship...you'll end up with the wrong person, just because you wanted to hurry it all up!

BROADBAND ~

its CNY holiday now and im in my hometown.finally, get to on9 24/7.yeaayyy!!
considering wireless in my college is suck,im still contemplating of getting a broadband. i know i shud but looking at all my frens who use the broadband, now, i feel like, "damn..there was no internet hassle when i was in auckland". but, be realistic min.its Malaysia kot.wat do u expect...sigh~ even most of my fren now use the broadband in our college,the connection stil like siput babi @ snail or maybe the snail even more faster. But,the best part now is there is wireless in all the lecture halls in my college.hehe.now, the ipod will always be the first thing to put in my school bag.lol.

Promise

Trust me
when I say I will
Trust me
when I say I am not
Trust me
when I say I can

Trust me
as I am trying
to make this
heavenly as posibble

Damn it!!!

I should not have this second thought!!!