Hey kiddo

Last few week weren't the good weeks for me. It was a bit stressful as sometimes I felt that working life does effect my social life.How I wish I could turn back the clock... Auckland and IPBA had really help me to get the fullest of my life. But then stuck at school with a bunch of people who are mostly more 'mature' than me in the staff room and thousand of immature students who keep on testing my patience everyday, has really help me in rising the level of my burn out.

Thus, those past few weeks I couldn't help myself of not crying. Yes, I'm lucky to have my family around me as I stay at home. But to tell you the truth, to a certain extent, I really hope that my friends are here around me. Having people who are in the same level and ways of your thinking is good as it's easy to explain so many things to them.

Nonetheless, one day, the minute I lost hope on everything around me, something happened in my form four class the minute I had finished my lesson. One of my male students (the hardcore and the noisy one)stand up and said,

"Teacher, I wish I could have someone like you. If only my parent was like you. You always listen. No matter on what we said. " And all the students in the class kept on saying, 'Yeah, teacher. Its true."

I just could smile but deep inside me, I felt a huge impact.
I feel needed.
Thank you kiddo ...You not only made my day ;)

Would you do the same?

Heyloo beautiful people.It has been nearly a month that I left my blog without any update. The truth is I have plenty of ideas. But then,the ideas always come at night where I already sleepy ;)



Call me lame, but recently I fell in love with Bruno Mars's songs especially, 'Grenade'. How I wish I could go to his concert on this April 10.I probably will be in KL during the weekend only till 9..pfft. Working does effect my social life peeps.

Okay, back to the song. These few days I keep on listening to 'Grenade' and was thinking that the lyric is super AWESOME! Bruno is such a sweet talker. I wanna know who is his GF. It seems that he might has someone who inspire him to write these romantic songs. OH Goshhhh,please and please don't let it turn up to be a guy. It will effing ruin up my brain to know that all these wonderful songs are dedicated for a guy...I'll definitely will puke in my mouth *buekkk*

A Twisted Love

He didn't like the way I walked.
He didn't like the way I talked.

He said I was dumb and embarrassed him.
Who am I? Why am I grim?

No more friends. No calls from them.
Who am I? Why am I grim?

I didn't flirt with that dude.
Am I vulgar and crude?

What's wrong with the way I dress?
My hair, make-up? Do I really look like a mess?

If I need to change all that wrong with me,
Who am I? What will I be?

The silent treatment -- he's in control.
I'm so sad. Why don't I feel whole?

I must've done something wrong to him.
Who am I? Why so grim?

I can't remember happy days...
Only his possessive, jealous ways.

First a push, a little shove...
Is this it? Is this love?

I thought it was true...
People who love you don't hit you.

Love shouldn't mean I need to be hit.
Not once or twice, not one little bit.

If I should change all that wrong, you see,
There'd be nothing left of me.

I'm better now. I dumped the jerk.
And starting to regain some of my former perk.

I can laugh again and enjoy my life.
It's much easier without all that strife.

If he doesn't make you feel good about who you are.
Run. Run. Run so very far.

-Judy Terando-

School Matters

So Far So ?

Good?
Great?
Bad?
Gone?

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Well,life so far is so la la~ Neither very good nor very bad.
But, it seems that I gradually learn to be more grateful ;)

Dilemma

Dear 'What-So-Ever',

You may drink, smoke, drugs and think your "hard". but in 2 years,while I've a job,a car,money and you don't, I'm gonna laugh in your face!!

Cyberlove

Hello beautiful people!!!

Do you believe in Internet love story?

Cyberlove is about couples who met via online chat or social networking like FB, Myspace, Friendster ( Goshh.. Do u still have ur friendster's accout? duhh~)and etc.Personally, its really hard for me to trust any kind of love story involves the Internet especially the one involves with LDR (LDR=Long Distance Relationship).In past few years, I had a perception that Internet romance was a bizarre method.Don't think the only danger to your emotions is the lies your partner may tell. Its a need to consider on safety.However, years came by now I do believe that Cyberlove works BUT only to a certain extent.Once again, COMMUNICATION plays such a large part in Cyberlove. Words that convey feelings have enormous effect. Well, for a real date, we usually fix our hair and our clothes to meet our partners, But then, on the internet we polish our intellect, imagination and personality. This reveals the true inner beauty of a person if she or he is sincere in that relationship.



Well,cut it short. The reason I do believe in Cyberlove is because my sis engages with this kind of relationship for about 3 years and yet she still happy with her relationship. They met each other on FB where they didn't have anything in common. Both of them are totally different. At the 1st stage of their relationship, I was a bit skeptical because I had a bad view on Cyberlove and I was afraid that it would hurt my sis badly. Today,eventhough she only met her partner for few times (due to the distance), they are still so lovey dovey ;) Now, her partner is quite famous, *coughDJHOTfmcough* but he still treats my sis well. He did mention about my sis when he was on air. And the best thing about my sis is that she always low profile about her BF ;)