Practicum

Gulp~
I shud be prepared.
I shud find materials and doing some lesson plans.
I shud do all those during my holiday.
Now, I have only 2 days left.
Omgee.. Im dead.

Seriously .. Im confused

I lie if I say Im fine rite now.

Bullshit!!!!!!

Are you damn stupid or what? Is it too difficult for you to notice that Im not okay. Im not an angel and Im not trying to be one.

I made a mistake by always let you know that I care.Now, I don't give a fuck.
Just go away.I shouldn't let you in at the first place..shit!!

You keep on blaming me for everything.You don't blame yourself.I keep it inside and now I feel the burden.I don't want to look back anymore.

p/s:Sorry readers ... Im totally pissed off.

Thank You dear

The Poem

He had such quiet eyes
She did not realise
They were two pools of lies
Layered with thinnest ice
To her, those quiet eyes
Were breathing desolate sighs
Imploring her to be nice
And to render him paradise

If only she'd been wise
And had listened to the advice
Never to compromise
With pleasure-seeking guys
She'd be free from "the hows and whys"

Now here's a bit of advice
Be sure that nice really means nice
Then you'll never be losing at dice
Though you may lose your heart once or twice

Bibsy Soenharjo, 1968

selamat hari jadi minty!!

1 year older
1 year wiser
1 year hotter
1 year sexier
1 year stronger

Confesssion of a lover

"actions might speak louder than words, but feeling means more than action"

well, when you're in love,you most probably ...

WANT to hold his hand..you want to smell him, you want him to hold you and tell you that you're perfect just the way you are. you want to kiss him and make him feel good. you want to listen to the music he listens to, just in the hopes that it will help you understand him better. you want to talk to his cat and you want to know everything. you want to put his needs ahead of your own, and you want to do it all so that he KNOWS you love him.

Trust me, sometimes even a highly educated person can be so stupid when he or she fell in love. Always remember ... You should not always put him as your priority if u was only his another option. But then, it is your decision. love game~

another holiday

Cuti datang lagi..heheh.well,the holiday gives me a chance to update my blog.basically,i've got 3 weeks of holiday..fuhhh. i prefer to stay at home and have fun with my family. But the most annoying part of every holiday is attending a kenduri..seriously.Sorry to say..i love to go to my friends' kenduri but not to attend other kenduri.Waaa...gtg now. need to iron my baju kurung.got kenduri to attend at 2pm.huhu :(