FRIENDS 4 BENEFIT

According to Urban Dictionary.com,Friends for benefit refers to

"it's when you don't want a serious relationship but you want him / her as your toy to fuck around with.It also can be when she / him are already in a relationship but you like that person so he/she agrees to be your friend with benefit"

Personally, i have different interpretation about this phrase.
Hurm...

GEDEK

Berat badan aku dh makin bertambah..thats obvious.Winter is coming and i know i'll eat double during winter.I have to do something.Gym?maybe..cos sometime aku tau aku just hangat2 taik ayam ja.haish~Diet?cannot...Target aku nak 40kg b4 blk Msia.tatawla bleh ka x.Tapi Mr.X kata x payahla kurus2 sgt.dia x suka.huhu.TApi aku xbleh gemok.kalau aku gemok, nanti adek aku panggil aku gedek (gemok +pendek).LOL~

Mengapa kasih

Mengapa kasih engkau membisu
Bermuram wajah tiada menentu
Mengapa kasih engkau begini
Sepuas hatiku cuba memujuk

Mungkinkah aku mesti berlalu
Membiar dan tak mengganggu
Mungkinkah aku mesti mengaku
Berlaku yang tak kau restu

Mengapa kasih ....
Mengapa kasih terus begini
Kukerat bahumu oh .... berkali
Mengapa kasih enggan mengadu
Kuperlukan senyuman bibirmu

hurm~

Mr. X still playing game ...
since he came here until now...
sudeh 6 jam ...
aku tunggu masa nak upload pic xbox tuh dlm trade me ja ..
maybe he didn't realise..
he made a promise ...
nak kuar petang ni...
huhu

flickr

woot...woot!!
nak promote sket..


http://www.flickr.com/photos/mrfaliq/

antara aku, dia, roasted chicken and xbox

haish...
i have 2 assignments due on the same day which is another 6 days to go.but i haven't touch one of it. still in easter break mood...well, today i wake up early..around 10.early to me.my housemate already went to Taranaki with her bf. Shes trying to be a super supportive gf since she will be there to suport her bf n unigames (soccer..i think)..huhu.well..she left me alone but fortunately my bf is here...now.ok, back to after i wake up from sleep.i was very excited to cook brunch for my bf. I already copied some recipes from martha stewart, jamie oliver and gordon ramsay (all the famous ones la..of course). i decided to cook Roasted Chicken with potatoes and Asparagus (asparagus..wth!!).It took me about 1 and half hours to prepare the meal but semangat punya pasai....fuh!!!.Habis luka my fingers terkena oven...excited sgt.The chicken turned out to be fantastic and nice..just the same as the picture in martha's website...bangga la sat.Then, my bf came and tasted the chicken. He said he liked it..i was so amazed..After, he finished eating, i thought he wanted to say more things about the meal or having a simple chit-chat wif me but it turned out that he rather playing with the xbox instead of doing all those things...KEJAM!!! and till now he still playing the resident evil 5 instead of talking to me.Maybe i should sell the xbox...mai umah ja men xbox..adoi~


p/s:maybe this is my balasan of not doing my assignment yet..huhu

I saw a shout out from my bff 's facebook yesterday..it was simple but to a certain extent it was very deep.

"being away from someone, in a strange way makes it better. The more time you spend away from each other, the more you're thinking about them and the more you want to see them again"

Yesteryear, when i was in hostel which located at my own hometown, i didn't miss my family as much as i miss them rite now. Since it just like 10 minutes from my house. I was the one who wanted to stay at the hostel eventhough there were several hints from the PK HEM (Cik Tom) to send me out from the hostel. She kept on asking me ..."Saya dok nmpak ayah kamu dok mai tiap2 hari kt skolah.Rajin sunguh ayah kamu dok mai hantaq mknan. Tak rasa nak dok luaq ka taun depan?"adoiii~That was my mistake. Ayah kept on coming to the hostel like once in 2 days since i always asked him to bring many stuff to me..ya la kan rumah x sampai 10 minutes kot. But living in hostel was really an enjoyful, memorable, fantastic exprience to me..gosh, i really miss those times. nasik kawah,mandi kolah,kemban, public phone, baju asrama,outing and the most favourite part was fly...haha. But then,during this time,i didn't really miss my family.

Then after a wonderful time in hostel, i went to KL to further my study. At this stage, i did sometimes missed my family since i went back to my hometown like once in a month. Whenever i went back home, i'll make sure that i spend all of my time with my family...huhu.sedihla plak.

But now, it has been like 14 months, i havent back to msia and 14 months i havent meet my family. when u were young, u always think that ur parent annoyed u in many ways and they never agree with u. now, when u get much older and u are far away from them, u just want to be with them again.No matter how annoying they will be..hehe.


p/s: my bf said to me last time,"sayang, absence makes the heart grow fonder."
He mentioned that when he was away from me.
I thought that it was very sweet but then he keep on using that line when he cannot
come to see me .... hurm~