can you keep a secret?

this is one of the best novel that i've read.written by infamous and my favorite writer that has published bestselling Shopaholic series, Sophie Kinsella, this book really captured my mind since it views the real life of many women nowadays~if im not mistaken, i've read this book about 12 times...really enjoy it. it is a story about young woman, Emma Corrigan who just like us who has some secrets that we don't want other people to know...however, one day she accidentally slip the secrets to just the wrong guy, her new boss.the story quite happening since it shows how crazy life could be and how things can be so complicated when we become so desperate. well...i dont want to write more on this book since im hoping that u guys will read it..try to read it, ok?

MERRY CHRISTMAS~

well,merry x'mas to all my frens~
last nite i slept late but i still manage to wake up early today...
i wake up at 6.30 a.m..
quite early for me since i always wake up at 11 a.m
nothing much to do this morning
bad news...my mp3 not working..
sucks~i dunno y..
hope someone will buy me a new one soon
cos my mp3 means a lot to me...
people who love and enjoy music will understand me well
anyway...MERRY X'MAS~

lagu untukmu...song for you~

Tiada bintang
Dapat menerangkan hati yang telah dicela
Bagaiku lumpuh tak mampu berdiri
Aku tetap begini
Takkan berubah kerna aku tetap aku
Dan alur hidupmu bukanlah aku

Guna hati, akal dan fikiranmu
Berbeza
Kau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu

Apakah aku
Hanya boneka yang sering engkau mainkan
Yang dikawal oleh jari-jarimu
Ku punya hati dan perasaan
Pernahkah engkau fikirkan
Cukup cukuplah

oh cukuplah

Tak tahan tak tahan
Sabarku tak tertahan
Melayan sikapmu
Berbeza-berbeza
Kau dan aku berbeza
Kita memang tak serupa
Bebaskan bebaskan
Ku ingin dilepaskan
Kita tidak sehaluan
Cukuplah sudahlah
Sampai di sini saja
Hubungan kita berdua

face it!!!

Do they hear you when you cry?

at this moment, i'm crying on the inside but i never will let people around me know.it does not mean that i pretend to be cool or what so ever...it just im tired of crying on the outside like before but still there were nobody to comfort me. my family, my frens and people who 'know' me always think that im tough and strong as they see me as a bubbly,happy go lucky and friendly person.but do they know the real me?those people come to me everyday..calling me every hour..messaging me every minute...asking me to listen to their problems. they need me.i know.but do they realize something?i need them too..to listen to me..to always be there for me. im tired of being the LISTENER!!! im going to cry but im so tired..tired of pretending that im okay but im not. tired of always give rather than take...
i hope one day when i say im fine, there will be a person ask me.."tell the truth~"...

living in the shadow~

Do u ever feel how hard it is to live in other people shadow?do u ever wonder how does it feel to always be there for someone who never care about you?do u ever think on how different things will be if you can be like someone else?...can you tell me...which one is true, life isn't fair or people aren't fair?

Life is like a journey and we all are like the traveler. In order to make that journey become more interesting and exciting, the traveler itself should do numerous of amazing obsession in their journey. Sometimes along the journey, people may say that you’re not good enough to go through it and to finish it.But believe me, for all remarkable things, it starts with your own decision whether you want to do it or not. Nobody has the strength to push you to do something accept yourself. If you want it, just go for it. For some people, they become very scared to try on something because they have living in somebody’s shadow for all of their life. For every achievement that they have achieved, people still look down on them. And for some people, they are afraid to do something because people always underestimate their ability. However, I believe if all these people work hard and be stronger, they can show all the people around them who actually they are. Life is not about only being you but also try to be like other people who enjoy and appreciate every single minutes on being success in every single things that they work hard for. If you just be yourself, you will go nowhere. It will be a little difficult to start something new but believe me for every hard work that we carry out; we will always be rewarded by something good in the future.To me, life is like a novel. We have to go through the interesting, miserable and amazing chapters before we meet the happy ending…if you believe in it~