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Sunday, December 23, 2007

Do they hear you when you cry?

at this moment, i'm crying on the inside but i never will let people around me know.it does not mean that i pretend to be cool or what so ever...it just im tired of crying on the outside like before but still there were nobody to comfort me. my family, my frens and people who 'know' me always think that im tough and strong as they see me as a bubbly,happy go lucky and friendly person.but do they know the real me?those people come to me everyday..calling me every hour..messaging me every minute...asking me to listen to their problems. they need me.i know.but do they realize something?i need them too..to listen to me..to always be there for me. im tired of being the LISTENER!!! im going to cry but im so tired..tired of pretending that im okay but im not. tired of always give rather than take...
i hope one day when i say im fine, there will be a person ask me.."tell the truth~"...

3 comments:

៚សិលា​ - s3iLa said...

I think I can understand your feeling. I experienced it often too. I can say that I am not good at sharing my feeling with others. It's not that I dun want, but it's just hard for me to open my mouth and said it out loud. But keeping thing/problem in out hearts is good, one time you need to shout it out or even cry it out loud then it will make u feel better. Also tell the ones that you them to listen to you. Cos if you dun tell they won't know that you need them. I can tell u this, but I myself can't even really do that.. But I'm trying... and it seems to work and make me feel better. =)

**Cheer ne.....!

lovemenot said...

thanks 4 sharing ur thought~at least i hv someone who listen...yeah, it seems very tough to ask other people to listen.but i'll try.wish me luck,k?

RAINBOW said...

this is a normal situation that will happened to those who owez look happy.people around them owez think that they are very happy n lucky people in this world coz they look happy,owez smile like there's no problem surrounding around them.but actually its good to cry alone.although sometimes we feel that people doesn't ignore us but when we cry alone we know the fastest way to settle all the problems.it different when we share with others.we need to hear their opinion n sometimes it hard for us to follow their opinion